Battling Self-Doubt and Following Your Passion With #MonsterArtist Wali Shah

2021

The inspiring Mississauga native #MonsterArtist Wali Shah speaks on his journey of battling self doubt while following his passion to become a professional artist in this #MonsterArtist Development (MAD) episode.

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ABOUT WALI SHAH
As one of RBC ’s Top 25 Canadian Immigrants, Mississauga native, Wali Shah is a poet and motivational speaker. He’s delivered TED talks, narrated voice overs for commercials, and spoken at hundreds of schools and colleges across North America. Wali’s journey as an artist began in his hometown, as he was named the City of Mississauga’s official poet. Since then, Wali has toured Canada coast to coast as a WE Day performer, worked with Fortune 500 companies such as Microsoft, and made mama proud by graduating from the University of Toronto. From being featured on TV with Selena Gomez, to inspiring thousands to follow him on social media: Wali uses his platform for positive change. He’s performed for President Barack Obama, Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, Seth Rogen, and he’s even freestyled with hip hop artist, Kendrick Lamar.

ABOUT MONSTER CREATIVE COLLECTIVE
Monster Creative Collective is a not-for-profit organization, committed to providing entertainment for the young and old alike. In the spirit of giving back to the community, Monster Creative Collective produces the #MonsterArtist Development program, now in its fourth season, to help develop the professional and artistic careers of Canadian artists.

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0:02

[Singing Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO]

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>> Wali: What’s going on everybody

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it’s your boy Wali Shah 
and you are tuned into MAD.

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[Transition Music]

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In the beginning when I told my parents 
that I was passionate about music,

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and rap specifically,

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there was a lot of backlash because

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one they didn’t quite understand it and 

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two they had very high 
expectations of their children.

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And reasonably so, they came to 
this country with very little

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and they want their children to
do well.

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So when they sat me down and 
said look Wali we want you to be

0:39

a lawyer or a doctor it’s because 
they didn’t want me to struggle the 

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same way that they struggled.

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So for them it was almost like

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I was wasting the sacrifice

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that they had made coming to Canada.

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I also knew the conversation had to be a two-way street

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so that way I was acknowledging what they had done for me but  

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also wanted them to acknowledge that

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I had a very strong passion

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that I wasn’t ready to give up on

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because I knew I was talented and I  

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didn’t want to waste that talent doing something that maybe

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I wouldn’t have enjoyed down the line.

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And when I broke it down to my parents in a very honest way

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they started to understand.

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I was the first real poet out of Mississauga

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to do it at the level that I have been blessed enough to do it now,

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right, and being the first one

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to really break that mold and do it has really set the tone

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for the next generation of young artists

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that want to do poetry and rap music 
within Mississauga.

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I want to do this because  

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there’s other kids who know exactly what this feels like

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and have a talent and don’t have the opportunity

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or avenue to share it.

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There was not
a lot of resources for me at that time

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right I didn’t know where to start.

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I was the oldest kid 
to an immigrant family that just

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was looking for a way out

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and I doubted myself a lot because 
of it.

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I didn’t think I was going to be successful.

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I thought that I was wasting my time and maybe I really should just focus on my  

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academics and

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push 100 percent into that and so that

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self-doubt held
me back quite a bit when I first started.

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And

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in a lot of ways I didn’t feel good enough.   

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I was scared to show my talent, I was scared to audition

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for talent shows, look for opportunities.   

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Like,
I put a barrier in front of myself when there

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wasn’t even an obstacle to begin with.  

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Right, I
created one for myself and so I just think if

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I had done that earlier – if I had been more 
open with myself earlier – which I think a  

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lot of people watching this can relate to.  

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Just focus on what you believe and if you are good

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and if you will work hard and make an opportunity for yourself

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it doesn’t matter what those people say.

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In fact, what they say should serve for 
you to follow that dream even more

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diligently.

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[Music]

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[Rapping Yeah! by Usher]

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>> Wali: For the majority of my life I’ve been in Mississauga,

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uh with the exception of a few years being in Toronto.

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I’ve never been back uh

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to Pakistan

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as a grown-up.

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I went when I was a kid.

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I remember seeing a lot of a lot 
of struggle,

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a lot of poverty, a lot of people

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um you know living in subpar conditions.  

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And that
kind of stuck with me because it was so

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disturbing living in Canada and going back and seeing that.

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Um,

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but it definitely made me appreciate my life um a lot more

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as someone who was an immigrant

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because sometimes you think you know

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we got it really tough because we’re we’re an immigrant family

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and things are really hard but, 

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uh, you know it’s a lot tougher for people back home.

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My parents always tried to instill

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a greater respect for my culture and my 
language

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and so part of me wants to

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experiment writing in Urdu and then you know hopefully

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getting a chance to perform back in Pakistan.

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The real issue with being an artist

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is finding
your niche and I’ve been very fortunate to

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have found slam poetry, spoken word poetry,   

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as my niche because it’s given me the opportunity to

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uh really be one of the very few South Asian 

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poets in Canada.

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And when you are in such a specific niche

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and people like what you do,

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you’re always going to get booked

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because you don’t have a lot of competition.

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Whereas if I wanted to be   

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a rapper

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there’s a million rappers out of Toronto that want to be the next Drake.

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Prior to the coronavirus outbreak I was spending

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a lot of time

4:47

on the writing

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and creating the content for
artists.

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Now I’m still doing that but I’m

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putting a significant amount of time into the business development

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because I have to adapt

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to you know an increasingly online world.

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Obviously being an artist you, you lose a lot of work.

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You’re trying to adapt to a world that is

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just shifting very very rapidly to exclusively online content.

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It’s been hard but I’ve also taken the 
initiative to take this time to

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write more often because I do have more time.

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Whereas [inaudible] I don’t 
have bookings but

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I had a really big year before corona happened.

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You know, I was on tour all over 
Canada

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performing for tens of thousands of people. 

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I got the chance to perform for President Barack Obama

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and there was a lot of really cool things happening

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and because it just quickly,

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like suddenly, just came to a complete standstill

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it has been like a bit of a…I’m figuring myself out now you know,

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reinventing myself now.

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[Rapping In da Club by 50 Cent]

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>> Wali: You know it’s been a lot different

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and it’s been a difficult and challenging
experience for everyone

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whether you’re on the artist side

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or on the production side.

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It’s still been so amazing to be able to see how we’ve all come together

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and made it an amazing final product. 
  

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So I’m really grateful to be a part of BMM.

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Thinking about some of the headliners 
that we got this year, I performed for  

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the Meet Bros and then did this massive show that got you know millions of views   

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like that is huge to be a part of.

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Seeing other artists grow because of this platform and seeing how,

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how big this platform has gotten

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uh in just a matter of a few years is really cool to be a part of.

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And I’m really proud of the team for 
getting it.

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This opportunity is such a big blessing you know

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and it kept me sane throughout COVID to be honest because there was so much  

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craziness happening that

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you know just getting a chance to, you know, have an outlet and  

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still have one big thing on, on the go that I was still working on kind of kept me

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grounded for a while.  

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This festival was good for me because I reunited with people that

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I really loved and enjoyed working with. 

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And I got the chance to really push myself  

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and challenge myself to work in an environment that was

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that was very different, challenging and pushed

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me to be a better artist and push me to

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learn more about myself and rediscover and reinvent myself.

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[Mundian to Bach Ke by Punjabi MC played with freestyle rapping]

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